Troublemaking
Looping pattern Fearing absorbedly Troublemaking mind Perceiving spinning Requesting regulation Welcoming sisterhood
Thank you for being here. Writing these has allowed me to have a focus other than dread. And sometimes, it catches me.
I’m grateful I have literal, and Spirit sisters I can reach out to speak my fears out-loud. It helps me with getting unstuck in the mental fear loop when someone can witness the loop with me.
Leland’s having his third heart ablation procedure next Thursday, October 3rd, 2024. It’s the first time Leland's actually verbalizing his nervousness to me… And I’ve recognized I need support through this experience. I’m remaining open to Leland’s process, while being supported myself. I know I need it.
9 impactful words I wish for you too:
Quest update:
We’ve raised $909 so far from 18 people.
Would you like to donate?
Click here: https://gofund.me/063b87e0
P.S. I wrote this as a comment on a FB meme today, I see why I’m enjoying the levity of putting my fundraising skills to use, while resurfacing the writing… I have a need to engage in a controlled way at the moment. Awareness is a funny thing. If you’re reading this, thank you for witnessing my process.
“I'm so grateful to have found two (Tyler & Laetitia) willing and available playmates to go on a "real" quest! I'm having a really fun time! I can't believe we even have inside jokes!!
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