Maneuvering
#356 - Wednesday, October 2, 2024
Maneuvering
Overnighting away Maneuvering gifts Charging devices Snuggling pillow Sleeping items Brushing stuff
Photo taken today, Wednesday, October 2, 2024 during dinner out.
Lanny’s having his third heart ablation procedure tomorrow, Thursday, October 3rd. at Los Robles Hospital. It's the first time Leland has been verbalizing his nervousness about undergoing a medical procedure. He first shared on a phone conversation with his younger sister. Tonight, driving home from dinner out with a young friend he shared it’s the first time he’s afraid of dying during a procedure. It took me by surprise. Lanny wanted me to know that he hasn’t held anything back from me. He’s done the best he can to love and live with me. We’ve enjoyed each other.
Leland shared recently that given everything that's going on, there's a feeling of letting go he's doing with me, and he's watching me do to him. This totally surprised me, specially given how articulate he was about the matter of him wanting to protect me in his death from my attachment to him. And he's the first person I clearly witnessed turn "toward life" after his wife of 37 years Alice died. So many criticized him for getting into a relationship soon after, and specially with someone like me! Many people left his life when I arrived. Many others arrived with me though. And I'm so grateful he's had the opportunity to share that he's always felt like a part of my family.
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